Holga Part Deux

Here comes the second roll.

It's taken at Chinatown area.

Fuji Pro 160s:

This is at YIH.

Damage done:

Film - $4 (CP)

Developing - $3 (Grace Digital)

Scanning - $12 (KT)

Total: $19

My first 120mm roll from my first Holga

Finally got my film scanned after a few weeks.
Have been waiting to see the results from my Holga.
I would say that I loved the results.
There's no right or wrong in toy cam.

Kodak Pro 160:
These were taken around my neighbourhood.

Damage done:
Film - $4.60 (Ruby)
Developing - $5 (KT)
Scanning - $12 (KT)
Total: $21.60

Harry Potter 5 Dig

Went to chinatown KT to meet fifi and scan my 120 format films.

Can't wait to see the results of my new toy.

Fifi was printing group photos of a department's retreat at Goodwood Park Hotel this morning.

And the boss likes him that he asked him to shoot for the dinner later this evening.

Went to watch Harry Potter with after we're done at KT.

(He already told me it wasn't nice, so I thought I just forget about watching Harry Potter with him. But he asked me if I want to Order the Phoenix yesterday so I agreed since I was damn bored staying at home for the past 2 days already.)

Caught the 1.10pm show.

Harry Potter movie was really disappointing to the core but there are parts which were lame and funny.
This moive is damn cut short from the book.

If any one out there still interested to watch the moive, I rather suggest you add a bit more money and get the book to read instead.

The moive had got too many loop holes.

What's in the book and not in the moive (those that I can remember):

Ron and Hermonie opening their letters for the new school term to find out that they have been made prefects but not Harry.

(I think it's in this book:) The hippogriff which Hagrid had previously was kept in the attic of the house.Harry Potter chance upon the portrait of Mrs Black which caused the curtains covering the portrait to create a lot of noise.

Harry's detention with Umbridge is not just one but many.

The members of DA actaully communicate about the next DA session via a gold coin which each of them had.

The whole of O.W.Ls exams, which one part shows that members of DA (or just Harry) where doing impressing the examiners in Defence Against the Dark Arts practical exam.

Mrs Weasley crying when Fred and George left school and they went to setup their shop.

Ok... that's all I can remember so far.

In the evening, I manage to catch this nice sunset lights on the clouds thru my living room windows.

The figure there reminds me of the the Dementors. hahah.
When I first saw it, it looked like a phoenix.
Went to grab my camera and the phoenix changed into a dememtor.
hahahahahah.

I can't keep hurting poeple

Been very hurtful im my emails many times.
Caused so much unhappiness and scolded by Fifi many times.
Is this the cause for people to disappear from my committee?
Is this why the committee is so scattered now?

I decided to step out and apologies.
Knowing that emails are not going to work as I don't know if they really read or not,
I changed plan and decided to sent msn msg to almost everyone. (cos only a few are online and I think I almost clogged the offline msg network)
Here's what I wrote:

hi yah...
i guess this is the best way to communicate with everyone: msn
i just wanna say that i'm very sorry
for creating so much unhappiness to
everyone
especially in my emails.
but most of the time, the words were
from a anger
anger which pissed me off and i just just type what i feel and
click sent.
i know it's wrong of me to do that all the time
you can say
it's unprocessed words which came fresh from feelings
and unfiltered thru
the brain.
you all may think that i like do this
but i feel so heart
pain and i cry when ppl tell me
that i wrote something wrong in my emails
again.
there's a reason why i disapproves email discussions bcos of this
i'm no good at expressing my thoughts and feelings thru words
and by the
time we come for meetings,
the things i wanted to say have been long
forgotten.
and sometimes, the tone which people type in their emails may be
misinterpretated by others.
i know everyone hates me now
hate me for
spoiling their plans
hate me for spoiling their ideas
hate me for
posting hurtful remarks
i'm a failed leader
a leader who can't even lead
the committee to the end of the tunnel
a leader who doesn't want people
to feel the pain and depression i'm going thru all these while.
looking
at the way some of you worked
makes me think if i'm really quailfied to be
your president
i'm a person who like to give thanks to people
people
like the committee
i've always wanted to give everyone a treat or something
similar
but everytime i want to organise,
my heart keeps telling me if
it's really worth spending
my hard earned money on you guys.
bought
chocolates, gave everyone oranges during CNY, cookies, nuts, sweets...
i dun
mind even if no one appreciates what i've done
i'm the only one who is so
free now,
while others are busy with other stuff
that we may have to
cancel meetings sometimes
but it all goes down to personal attitude and
piroritising your schedule,
making time that has already been agreed on
if you think having many CCAs and joining one committee is easily managed
for you,
then go ahead and join them but you have to rank the importance
carefully
if not, i would suggest you consider what you want to achieve at
the end of each academic year
all these may sound too late for everyone but
i hope that it'll be an advise from me
if you think that PS committee is
just like any other societies' committee which you can slack thru for the whole
year
i believe you have already experienced it yourself that we work hard
all the way from the start till july,
where we have a short break before we
sprint off for our final lap
i thank you all from the bottom of my heart
that you all have followed me to this very end of the race
i appreciate all
the little things you all may have done which i and/or others may not have
realised.
we'll still contiune to have fun
from the deepest point of my
feelings,
peiyan

I hope that some people will feel better after reading all these, thought I do not put high hopes that they will forgive me for what I've done.
Some of them have given positive feedbacks to me.
I thank them for the encouragement and understanding me.
Some... I'm not sure if they read the msn msg or not cos I've tried sending msn msg but yet to recieve a word from them.
Don't know if they (you) really hate me to the core but at least give me some sign that you accepted my apologies.
Won't want to call them (you) dao or rude.
But I just tells me that I'm not forgiven.
Just hope that they (you) may chance upon this entry...

I dun want...

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To be mean and hurt people.

why can't people understand my feelings???

Sunset at Changi Village

Since I was going for Satya's farewell party, might as well go there early to shoot the sunset.

At the same time, was trying out ISO1600 raw on my cam.

Changi area has got pretty sunset during certain time of the year I guess. (I've only seen a few sunsets there.)

Still remember the old sandy playground you used to go to when you were young?

It's a bit sad that the govt has replaced all these sandy playgrounds with rubber floorings and 'children safe' playgrounds.
But...

There are still traced of sandy playground in Singapore.
And there's one right next to the Changi Village Hawker Centre.

Overview of one half of the playground

ISO1600, 1/125s, f5.6

Slide

ISO1600, 1/320s, f5.6

Cracked tiles on the playground
ISO1600, 1/160s, f5.6

Human thru the playground
ISO1600, 1/80s, f5.6

Where's the way up?
ISO1600, 1/80s, f5.6

Oh... here it is.
ISO1600, 1/100s, f5.6

Looking up the slide.
ISO1600, 1/640s, f5.6

One eyed cat near the playground.
ISO1600, 1/30s, f5.6

Reflections of the "bum"s.
ISO1600, 1/50s, f5.6

Papa boat and boy boy boat.
ISO1600, 1/40s. f5.6

Parade of the bums
ISO1600, 1/80s, f5.6

Welcome back to Singapore!
ISO1600, 1/500s, f5.6

Hut along the boardwalk.
ISO400, 1/10s, f5.6

Here come the sunset...

ISO400, 1/30s, f5.6

ISO400, 1/20s, f5.6

ISO400, 1/30s, f5.6

ISO400, 1/30s, f5.6

Peaceful...

Would You Be There

I delicate this song to someone...

If I were blue
Would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
Let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
Would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for mewould you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there...

If i am away
Would you stil think of me
And wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
And would you die for me
Would you run with me
All the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away
Would u be there...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away
Would u be there..

If I could turn back time...

If I could turn back time,
Which part of my life
Would I want to go back to?

I want to return to a year ago
To the time when
PS is having her AGM

I want to do a re-pick
Of the committee members coming in.

So many things I did so far.
No one thanked me
Neither did they say a good thing
All they know is
How to grumble and
Fill hatred about me

I wish I had
A group of better people
To work with from the start.

Venting anger and shouting
Is definately not my cup of tea.
I'm a loner.
I'm a quite person.
I have no friends
Who like to hang out with me.

I'm born
In the year of the tiger.
But it doesn't mean
I a man eater.
I may be mean and nasty
Sometimes.

If I could turn back time,
It will be just be a year ago.
I'll be satisfied.