Miserable me

What can i do to make HIM luv me?
What can i do to be heard?

Why do I now feel so LONELY.
Ain't my hints clear to you?

Is that what people call LOVE?

I LIKE him.
But does he like me?

I try to pretend that I'm fine.
But how long can i carry on pretending?
The bottle in my heart can't hold on any longer.

I need to cry.
I want to cry.
But I dun want him to know that I'm crying bcos of HIM.

I know I'm avoiding reality.