It's Silly

It's silly to wait for the other party to ask you.
Because you never know whether it will happen or not.

It's silly to hide your feelings.
How will the other party know?

It's silly to drop hints.
How do you know if the other party understand the hint?

It's silly to feel sad for what has happened.
Well... you're partly at fault that you don't make your feelings know.

It's all too late now.
He has found his sweetheart.
I cannot tell you that I like you.
All I can say...
I'm happy for you

Expressions

How many times does your facial expression and the feeling inside you matches?

How many times does your face smile so brightly but inside you, you are crying very hard?

How many much does the degree of sadness on your face differs from your real feelings?

Longgggg... Break

If you have realised, I haven't been blogging for a very long time.
I'm very busy since the school has started.
School ends at 4.30pm everyday from Monday to Thursday.
By the time I reach home, I'm too tired to do anything.
That leaves the weekends to complete my weekly worksheets, notes and preparations.
Feeling rather tired now.

Although I do have some free time in between lessons, the free time seems to pass away so quickly.

Chinese New Year is coming.
Happy Ox Year!

Thinker

I think a lot.
Every moment, I'm thinking.
And I feel that my thinking is much better than my physical self.
I think about everything.
Love, relationship, life, family, myself, surroundings...
My thoughts are like sudden inspirations.
They come and go in just a click.
To me, thinking is a way of talking to myself.
My thoughts are little secret blog entries inside me.
But, the entries are not recoverable.
Unless I pen them down as I think.
That is why, I don't like to reveal my unhappy feelings.
When I'm feeling down, I think a lot.
I think about memories that triggered the unhappiness.
Is this good or bad?

Thinking,
Peiyan

Love

Love is such a complicated feeling/ word/ action, whichever applicable to you.
It is a simple word but it carries many deep thinking.

When we say  "I love someone", what does it carry?
What Love means to me is different to what Love means to you.
How different is Love to Fancy, Like?
Is it the depth of feeling?
Or it's just the power of the word?

The Love world is so complicated.
Complicated, that I cannot find a way into that world.
Complicated, that I cannot understand the way it works.

We have heard of the song L.O.V.E.
Each letter of the word Love represents something.
L - LOOK
O - ONLY one
V - VERY extraordinary
E - EVEN more

What exactly is Love?

Is it wrong to love someone?

Finding Love,
Peiyan