Loneliest Christmas of my life...

I went thru the sadest, moodiest and loneliest christmas first time in my 20 years.
I kept thinking.
I kept thinking of him.
And i'm still thinking of him.

No matter how hard i try.
I just can't get him out of my mind.

Every morning i wake up,
The first thing i think of is him.
Even though I've acknowledged that he's has a gf liao,
I still misses him when he's not around.

He went to JB on fri.
I msg him and told him i'm bored working in DMC.
Then i realised that i wasn't really that bored.
It's that i missed him.
I miss his presence.
I felt so empty inside me.
There wasn't any mood for me to do anything.

I've decided what to do for his birthday.
Will not disclose it here in case he's keeping track.
But i hope i got the time to finish it.
If not then have to wait till v-day.

Sigh...
Still thinking of him...

BLOODY HELL!!!!!!

BLOODY IDIOT.....
SOMEONE JUST ROB $80 FROM MY WALLET IN DMC!!!!!
JUST WENT DOWN TO CHEERS TO BUY FOOD
COME BACK TO REALISE THAT THE OLD RECEIPT IS STICKING OUT.
OPEN AND FIND MY NOTES $$$$$ DISSAPPEARED.

THERE WERE A FEW PEOPLE WHEN I LEFT THE PLACE.
FIFI DIN SEE ANYONE TAKE THE MONEY.

WAH...
$80 IS A LOT LEH...
HEART PAIN!!!!!!

CURSE THAT PERSON WHO TOOK MY MONEY...
GET HEART ATTACK IMMEDIATELY...
HIT MY HAMMER
AND DIE MISERABLY....
*^#(*&$)#(@)^%#()(Q3$_*$_#*__)*)^@# (*&$%)

The Key to Your Heart

Hmmm...
Was reading fifi's past blog entries.
Found this and decided to giveit a try.
Here's what i got:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

$20.40

That's my cab fee for today to NUS.
With peak surcharge and ERP.
That's $2.00 each.

But y did I have to take the cab in the first place?
Cos...
Of the committee has decided to have meetings at 9am.
When only half of the com turned up today.
Not at 9am...
But at 9.30am

Meeting today was fast sia...
Ended at about 10.45am.
Hahaha.
Things work fast with less people around???

Sunshine after the Monsoon

we've cleared things up...
both party at fault i would conclude.
regret that i din reliease our relationship long time ago.
cos he dun want to say.
and i dunno that's the feeling to fall in love with someone.

hahaha

silly me...

Now we are brother and sister.
Or you can take it as very very close friends.
we talk cock anythign under the sun.
watch Girls out loud, Nip/Tuck, Prison Break together if possible.
share photography skills and learn from each other.

wah...
after the chat,
i suddenly felt so light within my heart.

yippee...